Found - diary without dates found a buss terminal in Ont

 Today we buried Grand mother. She was my Mother's mom.

I feel mixed up right now. I feel sad about losing Grandma and I feel sad for Mom, her father had died a few years ago and she was an only child, their was no one to share this heavy burden with.

The bank and the lawyer were good and kind about all the things that needed to be looked after. We have many miles back to our home.

It has been a long day of driving and disconnectedness.

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